Shayleemomo: Combing the entangle hair with my fingers, Hi all.
(very unconsciously action of combing the hair just appear, has it became a morning unconsciously ritual for me)
Shayleemomo: Putting both hands up, don't don't go near please.....
(remembered of the pulling of the current)
Shayleemomo: Lets see what Crest is standing there looking at, but make sure not to go too near, Lone ranger, bcos that day I nearly drown there.
(reluctantly going near the pool, as Shaylee still remember the mishap)
Shayleemomo: Yup, Phlox pulled me up. OFO keep on calling me to use my wings, but I can't you see, I was to shaken and paniky that time.
(Still do not know why Shaylee did not used her pair of wings that day, too frighten or forgetful)
Shayleemomo: Crest, see around the pool you can actually see the bottom, so clear (pointing towards the centre) but look at the centre, it is like a whirlpool... what is your thought?
(where did the whirlpool comes from, is it a calling for us to enter into it? Antagonist or protagonist?
Shayleemomo: Crest Phlox, I am thirsty do you think it is wise to drink near the pool?
(Shaylee needs a lot of nurturing – always thirsty)
Onefoolishother: how have you been after the long sleep that night? I thought you were thinking of your mother..
Shayleemomo: Yup, the thought is still in my mind. OFO.
(was too excited on the new day and the new beginning, have to push it aside to come to term later, or to find out whether the calling is a way for me to come to term?)
Shayleemomo: But but, what about Fidget and SS, what about if they returned and find us gone.
(at that moment I really felt that we should wait for the rest to return before we starts the journey but time can’t wait therefore Shaylee need to follow in order to find the answer)
Shayleemomo: If you are going, I am coming too (running towards Phlox)
(don’t want to be left behind)
Shayleemomo: Using my pair of wings and fly on top of Phlox.
(now she remembers that she has a pair of wings to fly, hehehe.)
Onefoolishother: Can I get on to your wing to fly on top o f Phlox, Shaylee
Shayleemomo: Oopps, okay, I will come down again, Phlox dont go yet. Okay
(Felt very nice that I can help others, rather than the always helpless one)
Shayleemomo: Suddenly lookin at Phlox with wide eyes, what turtle?
(All along, Shaylee has this thought that the calling has to do with the pool, is it?)
Applying Sculting Work
14 years ago
I am wondering why I suggested to get away from the pool the other day. As far as I can recall, I wanted to see things from a different view and I thought bird's eye view maybe interesting...not knowing that after I was in the sky, I got attracted (or distracted?) from the clouds, light, and hanging stones...There was really excitement there for me...however, looking back now, I realize this is something that I have been doing all the while...find ways to distract myself when I am the corner to jump into my unconscious...I kinda master this "avoidance" well enough that became so natural...Hopefully I have enough courage to look into the deep and unveil my unconscious more...
ReplyDeletethis awareness of the part of ourselves 'why I am doing what I am doing' would certainly help us to gain access into our psyche.
ReplyDeleteAll reflections begins with a concrete experience and the capacity to make detailed observations, observations are indeed very critical skills to cultivate as they provide the foundation of awareness and insights. Observing what's inside as well as outside, observing for themes and patterns, elements, forms, shapes, different layers of potential meanings, links to self and others, treat all nuances and subtleties of what is there as relevant and potentially revealing of what is emerging from within.
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